INK XIV

My graduation parties are finally coming to a halt. In the midst of all this madness I am working on leaving town just for a night and retreating to the mountains; my real home.

I'm feeling a little frustrated lately. I think it's because there is so much I want to do but I can never seem to do it. There's something missing from my life and I feel greedy saying that. I have so much that to want more seems absurd. I think I still want Marmaduke. I'm not really sure what I want anymore.

BFF and Almost Famous have recently let me down. Instead of being upset with them though, I've decided that I really don't care anymore. It was too much work to like either of them, so now i've decided to like neither of them. I'm hoping for a fresh start. I can't believe how soon I will be going off to college. Life moves so fucking fast.

I feel like I'm rambling. I know I was going to start my short story series but I am so tired my eyes are literally falling shut as I type. Hopefully I will get around to it this weekend.

Word of Advice for the day: You have to start somewhere. Stop talking about doing something and just do it. Sometimes you just need to sit and figure out what it is that you really want.