Today at precisely 9:30 AM I stood amongst my peers and gleefully pranced across my high school's landscape and reached my hand out for my diploma- what a truly wonderful moment that was. I must say that graduation is my new favorite holiday. I have received far more presents this week than ever before, and besides that everyone is so genuinely happy. I love it.
BFF and I are back to normal, it was actually a fairly quick fix. We talked for a few hours on his birthday and I told him that I was too spontaneous by nature to sit down and discuss with him if I would ever be willing to date him or not. He didn't really understand what I was saying but I think it gave him hope that there was still the possibility of a relationship between the two of us-- I suppose I'm kind of hoping for the same thing. I wish I was attracted to him like Marmaduke. Speaking of Marmaduke, he has been MIA lately because if I'm not at a graduation party I'm busy meeting with relatives or talking to friends. This time of year is certainly busier than before. He leaves so soon and he doesn't really seem to care that we are going to be saying goodbye. If anything he has been talking to me less, almost as if he wants to pretend we never really were friends. He is a strange boy, I'm intrigued by him although I wish I wasn't.
I'm exhausted, it has been a very long day. I want to remember it exactly as it happened because the moment was poetic and reflected only the best parts of my time in high school. I will miss my friends desperately. They keep me sane. Here's to KDS class of 2010 "Oh, the places we'll go"!
Word of Advice for the day: Try your hardest to live in the moment. Take in the scenery, the smell, the feel of the moment, so that you can remember how happy you truly were.
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